While no words can truly describe the level of sorrow i am feeling at the moment for the hurt that i have caused to this server; I feel that some words have been left unsaid. I have returned not asking for your forgiveness, but for forgetfulness. A new year is new hope after all i suppose. I do not intend to return and act as if nothing has happened, because that is impossible. I wish to make amends with you all and start anew. I understand any natural precaution put upon me by my past actions and inactions.